"It´s funny how day by day, nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different!"
Leben bedeutet Veränderung, auch wenn jeder Veränderung etwas Melanchonisches anhaftet. Denn irgend wie lassen wir jedes Mal einen Teil von uns zurück. Diese Angst, zu scheitern und den falschen Weg zu wählen. Niemand sagt, dass es einfach ist. Aber sicher ist, dass es sich auszahlt, für einen Traum zu kämpfen und das zu tun, was man selber will, der Mensch zu sein, der man sein will, das Leben zu führen, von dem man träumt, den Weg zu gehen, den man in seinen Gedanken schon unzählige Male gegangen ist....
“She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time....It is much easier to not know things sometimes. Things change and friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody. I wanted to laugh. Or maybe get mad. Or maybe shrug at how strange everybody was, especially me. I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and than make the choice to share it with other people. You can't just sit their and put everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can't. You have to do things. I'm going to do what I want to do. I'm going to be who I really am. And I'm going to figure out what that is. And we could all sit around and wonder and feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn't do or what they didn't know. I don't know. I guess there could always be someone to blame. It's just different. Maybe it's good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Because it's okay to feel things. I was really there. And that was enough to make me feel infinite. I feel infinite.”
Inspiration: Bilder Spring Summer Capmaign 2013: URENKO
Inspiration Poesie: Partly: Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
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